Continuing the Sporadic pattern!!!

If someone would closely observe my blog then he will realize that there has been a sporadic pattern in my entries. A blog once and then a long long sleep, then a few writings again and yet another sleep!!! and every time there has been a reason or an event because of which I was back 2 my blog. Well this time to my surprise its been the regular blogging updates of my friends seeing which I said to myself "What the hell man!! Even I can be regular at this!!!:P:)" and so here I am back 2 it and trying 2 break the sporadic and most predictable pattern here!!!

After giving a lot of thought for the selection of topics (actually I have a lot of time, so I don't mind spending on anything!! this is one of the qualities of wella like us..:P:)..) I realized that it is just about the time I cleared my engineering and have a lot of great and memorable memories that can be shared and as they are fresh right now, so I can give a better specification of each and everyone.

The list is so long and with so many great, exciting, emotional, terrible and even pathetic moments that if I'' start briefing each and every one of that here than its gonna be a super long procedure and there would be a thousand times more hits on my blog!!:P:) But as I am not interested in fame(pure jhoot!!!:) actually I am lazy to stress my self to write for each of them..) so I am gonna select an event for each semester that has been the most memorable one for that period and will give the briefings for that.

So be ready guys to read some of the shocking and most terrible anecdotes from my life reading which you won't believe it was me who was a part of all those!! But I guess some of you who have known me closer will have a great laugh at it!!! Hope you all love interesting stories to follow..:P:)

FUCK U Corporate World!!!!

hmm...I guess the title is good enough to express what I am feeling right now. So without wasting any time I am gonna express my feelings straight away.

Note: In case if you are under 18 then don't read any further..:P:)

Well as there was a recession period going on till last year, so I was very happy after getting a placement in a Chandigarh based company named OATI. But from January the things around us started to change and a lot of offers started to be available for freshers like us. So I tried for *** and luckily got through it..:) It was the best period of my life, after all was currently training in OATI, had an offer from ***, was enjoying weekdays with some gr88 office friends and for weekends I used to be back to college to have some super duper fun and be a part of some memorable stories!!!. But more on that later. So overall I was living an absolutely funtush life with no tensions at all(apart from just 1 big fat trouble..:P:) but more on that to later..:)..) and little did I knew that some of my decisions taken in the heat of those moments would get me so badly that I'll be left alone to regret them.

So then as my training period in Chandigarh was coming to an end, I got 2 big surprises on my birthday. Well the first one was a bit expected, a gr88 party from my friends, but the second one was a real big surprise for me. I got a call in between the party from *** and they said that I have to join *** Bangalore from 22nd July. alas!!! my happiness doubled!!! ready for a big start!!!.

But then as D day came closer then God knows what went on through my mind and I felt that working at *** will not be up to my standards(as if I am some Bond or something :P we all tend to get such misconceptions about ourselves at some point or other...:P) So I thought of asking an extension from *** so as to get some time and then look in for off campus interviews. Little did I knew that off campus applications are a big struggle and an operation in a government office could be performed at a faster speed then to the result of an off campus interview for a fresher!!!! So the results of all the interviews that I gave off campus are still awaited and meanwhile my joining at *** has also been extended.

I called them in July end asking them to give some information on my joining date. Back then I was told that "you need not call regularly, v'll inform you ourselves as soon as we are done with your re-scheduling" screw you bitch!! for storming this on me... So then I just waited and waited and waited!!! Suddenly out of surprise I got a call from then again on 9th saying that we have an opening on 19th and 26th august. So can you join us?? I felt like saying: HELL YESSSS!!!!!

So I said yes i am definitely available to join the organization. But since then it has been again an endless waiting period, checking my cell every 30 minutes to see whether there has been any call that I might have missed(although my cell is always on ringing mode!! But it happens when you are anticipating some1's call!!!) and now its 18th and one of those dates have passed and so 50% of my chances for joining in August are over and my frustration has doubled!!!!

Now plz plz plz kash 26th ki joining aa jae!!! and I too get on with my life in the way I wanted to..

I wish my waitin period should end this week!!! rest time will tell!!!!

Selfish Gesture

Guys what a great will power can't do is possible by sitting idle at home when you are jobless. As I had applied for an extension from IBM for my joining and my other interview dates are also not finalized, so basically I am jobless at present with no work to do..:P So after being fed up with a vellaholic life(yeah I came up with that word:) ) I thought of writing down something.

The character of 'Howard Roark' of 'The Fountain Head' was somewhere at the back of my mind and with that frame of mind set I saw the title track of 'Chak De' on T.V today. I just thought of SRK's character in that (when you are sitting idle, you tend to think over anything and everything:)..) and came up with my own point of view.

So I thought...'What the hell!!!'. When all the critics express their likes and dislikes over any possible thing then why should I leave any stones untouched and so here I go:

‘Chak De India’ presented Shahrukh Khan as an idealist Indian but was he able to keep up with it throughout the movie? I am sure everyone will say ‘Yes’ but I don’t feel so. Everyone asks WHY? Such a flawless performance is under scrutiny for no reason. A performance that bolstered the topic that has always been left out is being under scrutiny. This is only to make an issue out of nothing only to get fame.

Now let me tell you why I feel so. It is very hard to understand human psychology but whatever little I construe gives me an idea that whenever you try to show something or impart your image on others, it is being selfish. I never say that a vindictive attitude is a selfish one but yes trying to form or modify your image is being selfish. As long as you know you are right, you need not show it to others that what you did and why you did that so as to make them feel good about it.

Let me explain my point with an apt example. If I am a selfless individual, I would not care what others think about me. I will only do whatever vocation or avocation gives me happiness. I am happy in doing whatever I like and not in making others feel or believe in my notions. But if I try to form or modify my image in the world’s eyes than the only reason for this is that I want myself to be liked or I want others to feel good about me. This will make me feel good and is thus a selfish motive.

Now coming back to SRK’s role in ‘Chak De India’, it was a selfish motive in my opinion because whatever others feel or believe, if SRK had the belief in himself that what he had done was right and made him happy then there was no point proving his ideas and vindicating his notions to make others feel positive about him. If you do what makes you happy then there is no need to make your relative or your neighbors or the people in your colony feel good about it.

WOW!!! waking up from a long long sleep, here I try to restart my writing. A lot of things have changed since the last time(actually d 1st and last time:)..) I posted something on my blog. Back then I was just a student of 3rd year with great ambitions and felt that I was on my way of achieving but now I have the stark reality at my hands. Its not that I am unhappy with what I have but I must admit a bit unsatisfied though.

I had thought of making it big at MBA but did managed to perform moderately well scoring 97 percentile and was able to convert for IMT ghaziabbad but have decided to opt out of it. This was not the easiest of decisions to make but I still believe I could make something bigger happen for myself, so hoping to relive that dream of mine..:)

Well currently I have my plans to move on with a job for a year or so and then again back to MBA. Back with a bang!!!:)

I always felt my knowledge database lacked somewhere or in better terms I was not able to express it in the best possible way. So after a lot of mind boggling I came to a thought that why not try out blogging. After all you people are the best critics for me and could help me achieve what I aim for. So hoping from all you people to religiously follow it and help me improve:).

With this great thought I restart my 2nd innings at blogging and am sure this is gonna be a lot helpful for me as well as for you people too...:)

India Australia test series 08

Amid all the sledgin history amongst the 2 teams, the current series has become very much imp frm d public point of view....Public expectations frm both sides have been v high. 1 thing has been v special amongst performanc frm both sides, it has been katch and laxman fr sure.A wierd kind of simmilarity exists btw both Simon Katich and VVS Laxman...... Both seem 2 lik each odrs bowling attack a bit 2 much......and have ben more consistent against each odr den dere odr opponents.....
The series on d odr hand holds also a v emotional background as it markes d retirement of 2 legends frm International Arena...... Anil Kumble nd Sourav Ganguly.......It marks an end of an era...... The only gud thin has been dat v saw jumbo wavin gudbye 2 dis stage on his favourite pitch where he had d record of strikin 10 wickets in an innings..... Also dada nearly had a century in his last match 2 say gudbye in an astonishin style.....
D diff btw retirement of seniors frm Indian attack and earlier frm Australians attack is dat it has been a steady process wid nt all biggies leavin altogdr as compared 2 dat of Australian Mcgrath nd Gilchrist.....
Now wid d final day of d series all v expect is fr India 2 go out dere nd perform tremendously so as 2 giv dada a gr8 byebye gift.....